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[ bOut tHiS gUrL ]

Name: Meixuan Lim
Nicknames: meixuanian lim, mei, xuan, mexican limb, mexican, maxsuan, mexshuan, da dong gua
Birthday: 05/22/90
Email: pinkpinkies@gmail.com
Aim: pink pinkies14
Msn: meixuan_99@hotmail.com

[ My Loves/Really rellie rellie ridiculously like! lol ]

GOD, family, frenz, church!, pink!!, ice cream(best way to make me fat! ican nvr resist it!), phone, computer(cant live w/out it!), hanging out w/ frenz, watching movies, music!(boa, christian music (casting crowns, switchfoot etc.), classical, rock, hip hop(1,2 step), viOliN, eating, water, ah! my goddess, n naruto!!

[ mY dEstEst ]

satan(hate w/ passion!!!), hates, arguments n fights, wasting time, procrasination X_X, naggings, bad grades, bugs(they're the most annoying thing ever!), snakes, boiled sea horse!!!! HATE THOSE! they seriously stink big times!, n anything that will make me faint!

[surVey]

bAsiCs

.x. name = meixuan lim
.x. age = 15 in 4 days!
.x. piercings = ears
.x. tattoos = naah
.x. height= 5' 2"? 5'3"? i dont know
.X. shoe size = 7 1/2-8 i'm da jiao puo, what can u expect?
.x. siblings = 2 younger sis, yixuan n lixuan

LAST...

.x. movie you watched= kicking and sreaming! it was hilarious! the lil azn kid is soo cuuute!
.x. song you listened to = christian music (Chris Tomlin), n some hits
.x. song that was stuck in your head = going crazy by natalie
.x. person you've called = kat!!
.x. person that's called you = hmm...kat?
.x. tv show you've watched = none
.x. person you were thinking of = allen

DO...

.x. you have a crush on someone = i think...
.x. you believe in only dating = ???
.x. you want more piercings = yep! only on ears tho
.x. you like cleaning = depends...if i have time, maybe, if not, too bad.
.x. you like roller coasters = of course!!
.x. you write in cursive or print = mostly print

FOR OR AGAINST...

.x. long distance relationships = probably not..it's REALLY hard
.x. using someone = as?
.x. suicide = AGAINST
.x. killing people = NO
.x. teenage smoking = TOTALLY AGAINST
.x. driving drunk = TOTALLY AGAINST
.x.. gay/lesbian relationships = EW!!!! TOTALY AGAINST BOTH

HAVE YOU...

.x. ever cried over a girl = uh..no
.x. ever cried over a boy = yeah
.x. ever lied to someone = yea..sadly..
.x. ever been arrested = NO!..do i look like i am that kinda person?

WHAT...

.x. shoes do you wear = uhh...flip flops? & addidas shoes
.x. are you scared of = nothing, cuz God's by my side n he's gonna help me!

NUMBER...

.x. of times I have been in love? hmmmm
.x. of things in my past that I regret? lots...but they're the past, so who cares?
FAVORITE:

.x. favorite cartoon: does naruto n bleach counts as cartoons?
.x. Chewing gum: altoids?
.x. Color(s): PIIINK! br> .x. Color nail polish: pink or clear
.x. Favorite Day of week: friday! i get to go to skool AND CHURCH! n dont needa worry about hw.
.X. Least favorite day: MONDAY / THURSDAY
.x. Flower: hmm..roses?
.x. Jello flavor: uhh...dunno..i dont eat american jello.
.x. Summer/Winter: winter...summer's waay to hot in arizona
.x. Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools
PERSON WHO LAST...

.x. Slept in your bed: Me and my lil sis
.x. Saw you cry: hmm...parents?
.x. made you cry: my stupidity
x. You went to the movies with: jiow, yi, josh, and the 2 wei's
.x. Yelled at you: sista

HAVE YOU EVER...

.x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: YEEEEAAH!! to Jesus! n...u know who..
.x. Gone out in public in your pajamas: yeah..who cares?
.x. Kept a secret from everyone: not EVERYONE
.x. Cried during a movie: yeaaah...The Passion of Christ...cried throughtout the movie
.x. Been to New York: i wish

.x. Been to California: of course..like 20 thousand times. jk. we go there almost every vacation.
.x. Hawaii: i want to!!
.x. Europe: wish i could
.x. Asia: no duuuh...i was born there!
.x. South America: nope but was close
.x. Australia: naah...kinda wanna go

.x. Apples or bananas?: both
.x. blue or red: blue
.x. Walmart or target?: TARGET of course! i DESPISE walmart w/ a passion!
.x. spring or fall?: fall cuz it's getting closer to winter!
.x. What was the last meal you ate/beverage you drank?: ka ya bread n curry chicken that my mum made...n that was 4 breakfast hehe..
.x. Are you bored? uh huh
.x. Last noise you heard?: from the speaker?
.x. Last smell you sniffed?: curry?
FRENSHIP/LOVE

.x. Do you believe in love at first sight?: hmmm...dunno
.x. Do you want children one day & if so, how many? 2!!
.x. Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust

OTHER INFO

.x. Criminal record?: nooo i'm a gd gurl.
.x. Do you speak any other languages?: mandarin n lil teo jiu (dialect)
.x. Last Book Your Read: the canterbury tales...4 skool. it's a REALLY disturbing book.
.x. Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: hmm...my BED!
.x. Who you love: JESUS, family n frenz!

YOU

.x. Nickname(s): meixuanian lim, mexican, maxsuan, mexshuan, mayshuan, mei, xuanxuan, da dong gua
.x. initials: ml
.x. How old do you look?: hmmm...some say 17, some 18 -_-", some 16. i personally think i looke 15 ^^!
.x. How old do you act?: depends
.x. Glasses/Contacts: contacts
.x. Braces: naaah...i should get it tho
.x. Do you have any pets?: umm..nope
.x. What makes you happy?: God's presense, gd grades, presents ^^, when i acomplish my goals, buying things when shopping, hanging out w/ frenz, no hw, freedom etc.
.x. what upsets you? lots...me, my stupidity n stubborness, bad grades, when i'm stuck, feeling left out, seeing frenz turn bad, when i loose something important, when someone's hurt n i cant do anything, when someone doesnt trust me, when someone hates my 4 reasons that idont know n they dont wanna tell me.

MAAN...y does this survey have to end w/ something that will upset me?

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

it's unbelievable that i'm still up after such a long n tiring day. my eyes are half closed n i'm yawning non-stop but i'm just too excited to sleep. this week's events are gonna be so much fun!

we had grad night today. i was still procrastinating like before, even if it was grad night -_- I went to the mall to get my shoes, which was the only thing that i bought for this event, at like 2+ today. then rushed to buona vista to meet sheron n get our hair n make-up down by hui qin jie jie's mum. it was so nice of her to help us out. n she's so skilled! she did my hair in less than 5 mins! altho i wasnt used to the make-up, i think it'd still be better than doing it myself. but well, i didnt look that bad. i was just a lil.....WHITE. i seriously needa tan. neways, the grad night was ok. food wasnt that gd, but some of the events were, i guess, entertaining? wouldve been funner if there were dancing. but well, this is s'pore, what can u expect? haha..oh well...i couldnt have danced neways, my dress wouldve slit down. speaking of that, isnt the theme supposed to be GLITZ???? i was so surprised when everyone wore black! haha so i was once again, i was the odd one out again. haiiii... haha. ok. soo..i forgot what i was gonna say cuz i blanked out for a sec. oh yeah..if u want, u can check out the photos in my friendster or myspace. i've only uploaded like 3 pix. but i'll upload them after my camp.

yesss!!! camp tmr!! =D
gonna be fun! haha i wont be back till friday. sooooo....cya!

to all my s'pore pals, have a great holiday n take care!!!!
and to my US buddies, muahahaha...have fun at SCHOOL!!! =P

<3 mEi

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

i've uploaded some new pix. so go check it out! =)

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Friday, November 24, 2006

i was doing some research on college stuff online while half sleeping when jiow n i started an interesting convo.

so we were talking about something complicated till we came to this:

-娇娇- Happy Jiow :=T_Tyou have less common sense than before
<3 mEi : cuz i'm like...flying.............
<3 mEi : n not using my brain..........
<3 mEi : letting it rest.............
-娇娇- Happy Jiow: when do you use yer brain?
<3 mEi : during o's
<3 mEi : i've used too much of it
<3 mEi : haha so it's malfunctioning now
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : nuh uhhh
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : it malfunctions more than half of yer life
<3 mEi : eh?
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : point proven
<3 mEi : -_-"
<3 mEi : whatever...
<3 mEi : my brain refuses to think
<3 mEi : so watever....i cant argue with u
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : or it has never agreed to
<3 mEi : n how would u know??
<3 mEi : are u me huh?
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : no but being a spectator...yer brain has never agreed to
function to be able to communicate properly
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : hahahaha...this is quite entertaining
<3 mEi : lol it is
<3 mEi : well....as a spectator a yr ago?
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : nope i'm still a spectator currently and if you are referring
to the most recent occurance of which i was in contact with you in person it would be about 5months ago
<3 mEi : yeah yeah..i was just estimating
<3 mEi : i always round up
<3 mEi : =D
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : round a little too up
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : rounded*
<3 mEi : hehe...yeah..as i've told ya, my brain isnt working...
<3 mEi : so cant blame me...
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : and as i've told you...yer brain has never worked
<3 mEi : u're rounding a lil too up too...
<3 mEi : u've been a spectator for such a small portion of my life
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : ok so...for the small portions of your life that i've known you...yer brain has never worked
-娇娇- Happy Jiow :=D
<3 mEi : lol
<3 mEi : that's juz coincidence
<3 mEi : -_-
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : call it whatever you want...but you know it's just mental disabilities
<3 mEi : yeah....A kind of mental disability
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : i have a mental disability oo
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : too*
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : i'm tired but i don't wanna sleep
-娇娇- Happy Jiow : i look at my bed and i wanna jump in it but i'm stuck onto my chair

i'm starting to that she's right....

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

woot!! o's are over!!! haha yes..it all ended on the 16th.

i wanted to blog ever since that day but i've never had time. here's a peak at my timeline: =P

16th- went to dinner w/ kerry, our US family friend. she's such a sweet lady. altho we havent seen each other in more than two years, we were still as close as family. yeah..so we went to clark quay, then brought her to sight seeing, went to her hotel. by the time i got home, i was exhausted, but not tired. the first thing that i did was to throw all my books into yi's room. HAHA. i could walk into my room without having to tip toe for once. =D but as i was cleaning up, i started to think about my future, and all sorts of feelings gripped me.
i dont know. i was glad that o's were over, but i was afraid of what was about to come. it's scary when u dont know what's next. i dont know if i'm going to jc, or poly, or even back to the states. it's a very hard decision, and it's not up to me to decide. thankfully, right at that moment when i felt lost, edden called. he reminded me that i'm not going through all these alone. God is walking with me. He'll continue to lead me just as He has led me thru all these years. He's got a PERFECT plan for me. i've got absolutely nothing to worry about. felt much better afterwards, altho i felt stupid that i was so faithless. haha.. but thank God for reminding me. =)

so i slept at 4am that day cuz i was too excited.

17th- my youngest sis woke me up at 730, and i couldnt sleep again. so i decided to visit my nanny. we went to have breakfast together, then i accompanied her to SGH. she looks thinner n weaker everytime i see her. pray that God will miraculously heal her. then at 12+, i went to meet sharon, jovina, n lynette at vivo. n haha, i accidentally saw someone together =P neways, so we shopped for HOURS. went to orchard,then ps afterwards. it was sooo extremely tiring as i've only had 4 hrs of sleep...but it was still fun cuz i got to shop! ^_^

18th-um...oh, sat. went to church, and i was so late for the first time. XP

19th-went to church again. everything went on smoothly. it was funny laughing at those who still had mcq on monday. lol im so evil. but hui yin n i were nice to stay back to help cherlene with her physics. altho it didnt require much energy, i was tired after teaching. but hui yin, sheron, and i still went to cathay to watch step up anyways. haha..there were so many ppl that we had to sit on the first row! it wasnt THAT bad tho. it was just like...watching tv on the bed? haha i loved that movie! that guy is soo hot!!!

20th-that's..oh yesterday. i stayed home the whole day. called pan mu shi in the morning n she gave me some advices. so i started looking out for scholarships n stuff. that was basically what i did for the day.

i didnt get to play my violin till today. gosh...i suck at it! it's soooo hard to gain back all my skills. i couldnt even play the basics! n my fingers started hurting after only like 1 hr. or less. sux.

and....so much for "the first thing that i'm gonna do is to go jogging"
i really needa work out cuz prom's coming, and my muscles are turning into fat. ahh!!! but i'm so lazy. hai...

ok i needa go now. what the ****?!?!? i just got beaten on my face! man..it's so itchy. i HATE mosquitoes! why do they like me so much! gurrr...

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

i'm sooooo freakin bored from studying so i shall start crapping here.

went to bed really last night but had to get up early this morning for chem tuition. then i went to skool, studied, asked mr tan some questions, and had cell group after that. so by the time i got home, it was already 5+. tho it was earlier than usual, i was so tired. when i'm tired, i cant study, so i decided to sleep at like 7. unfortunately, two hrs later, there was like a crazy bug or something in the kitchen. my sis freaked out....then the rest of my family started screaming. the worst thing was that at that moment, yi was practising her new piece, which was quite challenging, loud, and high-pitch. so yep. they woke me up. my ears were even hurting when i got up. -_- i tried so hard to get back to sleep but failed. yeah...it was so fustrating. my schdule was totally screwed up. sigh.

neways...ok. i'm tired again. should i go to bed now? urghness...

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i got this from jiow.... hehe...

1. Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
yes..

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
no! X_X

5. Do you like more than one person right now?
no

6. What was the last thing you ate?
S$1.20 cai fan!

7. Did you get any compliments today?
yes

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
i dont care as long as i can go w/ kat n jiow =)

10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
now that i'm in 4 faith, i have more gfs.

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
i think so?

12. Do you own any pets?
nope...i'll kill it haha.

13. If you could have one superpower what would it be?
jiow wants to fly to malaysia, but i wanna fly to U.S.! let's switch places altho i'm in s'pore! u can drive there! haha...

14. Where have you lived most of your life?
singapore

15. Why is the sky blue?
it's more like white now.

16. When was the last time you took a long drive?
uhhh...in U.S...when we drove from arizona to texas!

18. What is your least favorite sound?
noise pollution from construction

19. Are you moody?
sometimes?

20. What is your most favorite movie of all time?
zoolander!! haha... and...a couple of others.

21. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a classmate?
i'm too nice to do that! =P

22. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
yes

23. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
no i'm not that free

25. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend?
not her skool friends!

26. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?
no

27. Have you ever gone streaking?
no

28. Have you ever had a stalker?
yes

29. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
no

30. How many hours a day do you watch TV?
as long as i want

31. Have you ever gone to a party?
duh!

32. Have you ever been in love?
with Jesus!! =)

33. Have you ever been betrayed by your best friend(s)?
i have the bestest friends! so of course not!

34. Have you ever been out of the U.S.?
duh. i AM out of the U.S.?

35. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
no...i dont torture myself

36. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat?
no

37. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food in one day?
yes =D

38. What was the last song you listened to?
survivor-destiny's child

40. Whats one item you never leave home without?
cell phone

41. Who was the last person who called you?
my sis

42. Who was the last person who texted you?
edden

43. When was the last time you slept?
2am

47. Have you ever drank eggnog?
no

49. What are your plans for tonight?
watch tv, then study....the usual routine

50. What are your plans for tomorrow?
same thing -_-"

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

so i decided to go to the celebration. it was alright. some people were a lil crazy but i was quite bored. our pathetic table had only sandwiches whereas others had like pizza n huo guo n lotsa gd stuff. but it was funny. i went to my mum's to get her fried bananas. they were delectable...but fattening. after dinner, there was a short play, followed by some games, and then we played w/ lanterns n candles in the bball court where it was dark.for some reason, the glowing candles made me think of U.S., of the bbq that we had in the backyard w/ our youth group. it was one of the best nights ever. being stupid as usual, we tried to blow out the fire -_-" and got dizzy after loosing so much air lol. but it was fun in a very special way. i'll never forget it. then i recalled the missionary trip that we had last christmas, where each of the workers had a candle...it was beautiful. neways, so yeah... tonight was alright. i still feel down tho, which is so weird. i'm beginning to realize that i'm getting more n more complicated, that i'm no longer the innocent me, that no one can really understand me except for God, that...i'm feeling ever lonelier. =/

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i'm so lethargic nowadays. i juz dont feel like doing anything. there's a combined cell group at six today. we're celebrating mooncake festival. strangely, i dont feel like going. for these past weeks, i've been quite reluctant to go. this has never happened before. i used to be so enthusiastic. what the crap. i'm like messed up now. why do i feel like i havent sleep in weeks...and depressed. i think it's partly due to dissapointment. urghness...shouldnt it motivate me to study even harder? it's doing the opposite instead. well whatevers...things will get better.

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